Day 6

Today I am thankful for my biggest little man. Today is his 11th Birthday and I can not believe so many years have flown by. He is such an amazing wise beyond his years kid with the most gentle and pure heart. ( except toward his brother :-) ) I am honored that God chose me to to have the privilege of raising this beautiful soul. May he always walk in sunshine <3 and may his wishes come true.



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Day 5

Today I am thankful for Taylor. Our family is very blessed to have the opportunity to share our life with her. Although she drives me absolutely crazy some days and I am very hard on her, I couldn't imagine her not being with us. I cherish her quick wit, pure heart and willingness to help.


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Day 4

Today I am thankful for my amazing husband. He works his tail off to take care of us. He is one of the most hands on Dad's I know. He is strong, confident and brave. Just the right amount of fun even if I tease him for being too serious; I wouldn't want him to be any different. And most important, he gets me <3


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Day 3

Today I am thankful for the kind of friend that cooks you your own baby lasagna for her dinner party because you don't eat meat or chunks <3 "what? You don't eat no meat?!?! That's ok, I'll serve you lamb".


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Day 2

Today I am thankful for friends that make you feel like a supermodel rockstar and don't co-miserate <3


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Day 1 of thankfulness

I am going to try REALLY hard to post something I or my family is thankful for every day this month.

Today I am thankful for acts of kindness. A meal delivered unexpectedly from of friend who knows I am sick. A big smile from a different friend I saw at pick up that lifted my spirits. Hilarious emails from some of the funniest ladies around. The texts of concern I received checking on me, offering help. The welcome myself and the boys get every Thursday at RCIA. I truly had a day filled with kindness and am grateful.


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Birthdays

Birthdays...I love them. Always have. Not just mine, everyone's. I think about family and friends birthdays almost daily. I enjoy finding just the perfect thing to make them feel cherished and special. I even spend time pretend shopping for the people I don't exchange presents with wishing I could just pick this or that up or make this or that to brighten their day. I wish you could give gifts without the person receiving feeling as if they have to return the gesture or the price. I wish you could give and have it be accepted as just that...a gift. Maybe I could be the anonymous birthday fairy...hmmm.

So back to birthdays. Mine is in two days. I am feeling blah about it and this is a new feeling. I've experienced birthday indifference before. I didn't relish 25 because I felt like it was the first age that sounded grown up. I was uneasy my 29th and the entire year following because I realized I had lived longer than my own father. But turning 39...well, it has me blah. Perhaps Mother Nature understands because she has ordered up some blah weather to go right along with my mood.

Is it the end of a decade? Is it the fact that I feel like I wasted so many years? Is it the fact that my skin is turning pasty winter white and suddenly showing a thousand wrinkles? Don't even get me started on my hands! I try not to make eye contact with them when they are on the steering wheel. Oh the I could haves, wish I would haves...boy they can get ya.

I just finished running fartleks on the the treadmill. I hated almost every second of it until half way through when 'The Fighter' by Stereo Hearts came on. I paused and put it on repeat and listened to it for the next 25 minutes. I have this song on my play list because my 10 year old asked me to listen to it so I could let him know if I thought it was o.k. for him to download. As I was listening, I asked him why he liked this song enough to want to buy it. (I am a big you need to argue your case parent) He told me he loved it because the song made him think of me. He said I don't quit when it's hard and he wants to be like me. Bahahahahahahahahaha!!! All that whispering in his ear while he sleeps must be working. Too bad his brain hasn't registered me whispering, " you will no longer beat your brother to a pulp".

So on this blah 39th birthday weekend (I normally celebrate the entire month but have scaled it back to a weekend this year), I'm going to take this compliment from my son and my birthday wish for myself this year is to live up to that opinion of his.

But first, I'm going to drown my birthday blahs away with some cherished ones this weekend ;-) I said nothing about wishing to stop being a procrastinator.